Technology is killing me. I have a love a hate with it.

Obviously the site has been down, for the second time in less than three months. When it first happened on Blogger, I was pissed, but more on matter of principle. This time it was just technology fucking with me and, well–I have to be all right with that. If we want access to all the wonders technology brings us–the beautiful smut, the wondrous streaming porn, the instant email in-box full of fuck me messages, and endless cock shots–semi hard, hard as a rock, pointing towards the heavens, dripping in silky tasty glossed pre-cum, with signs next to them expressing their want in words and image, with measuring devices expressing their length and girth in numbers–all that glorious cock in my email box– then I have to be ok with technology fucking with me.  The perks of technology out weigh not having it.

The site is again up and running, some things have been lost, some things have been found. What was lost I am taking with a cathartic grain of salt. Memories that I told you drifted away. What have I learned in my technological downfall? One, back up, back up, back up!  Two, I love porn. Three, I love nerds. Four, I love porn. Five, use a different format to write in.  Six, let it go- the technology cannot replace the flesh, the skin, smell, your touch, your tangibility. Did I mention I love porn?

It has been quite some time since I have spent any time watching smut and fucking myself, since before I went to Chicago. What I realized it is a downtime activity for me. If I don’t have the outlet such as writing or art or something, It creates free time. Free time equates to getting lost in watching porn and pleasuring myself. This is a good thing (sometimes a bad thing), it can be beneficial. It keeps me horny. I watched a lovely Russian school girl getting fingered and fucked in her tightest space, while sucking another mans cock, I watched another clip of the same Russian school girls out camping in the woods. Such naughty girls. It was not overly crazy wild porn and it was rather silly, but it was a nice long clip, so I stuck with it. I like watching clips other people post, I think if they take the time to share, it must have some titillating quality to it that I may enjoy too.

I watched some porn the other night with my date. Well date is actually not accurate, he is my tutor, my technology tutor. I need help–what can I say. So, yeah I posted an ad in the casual encounters section of CL, seeking an xhtml nerd to aid me in the many things tech, and in return, well…

Last night we drank some 12 year old scotch, fixed some glitches in my computer, updated my security software, uploaded my back-up, we touched and talked. It was sexy hot technological fun. When the work was done we sat back, I put on the clips I have in my library, some classy smut gifts from a friend, I tend to put these ones on with a guest because they are not too overtly porno, they have a specialized soundtrack, they look good, there is one with a great pussy eating scene, and the cock is so hard and so lovely. Sitting there we watch, touch, feel, he eats. Before I know it the clip is over and to my surprise a clip of myself popped on, jumping up to change it, the tutor grabs my arm holding me down. He wanted to watch me stroking my lips, playing with my own pussy. I try to get up again, he pulls me back down.

We roll around, twisting on my small couch, belts undo, pants come undone, my black lace pulled to the side, my tits pulled and spill out of their bra. I taste his cock for the first time, the crown is covered in pre-cum. Sticky, sweetish and like mushrooms. His cock is hard, and gets harder as my lips drops down, my tongue licking him back up, sampling the meat. He wants to 69. Not my favorite, I get to distracted from the cock. Plus, nervous of how I might come while hovering over a new lovers lips. Might not be exactly what he is looking for. His tongue fucking my clit, his fingers buried in my pussy and his thumb pressing on my star. I work his cock, it is so slick with my spit, but I cannot keep sucking because of the stimulation I am experiencing, so it turns into a hand job, with the occasional drop of my mouth around his beam. I want to come, but for some reason I hold back. I feel his cock harden again and his come fills my hand and my mouth, more sweet mushroom swirls and then down. We come down from that sex float and the ride has come to an end. Technology is fucking with me in all kinds of ways.