I had an insane busy week and weekend, too much work to attend to, I denied my self of pleasure for most of it. That is why when I did arrange to meet my date, I really had no intentions of sitting through a movie, dinner, drinks, “get to know you better” chit chat. I only wanted one thing. I was ready to go straight to his place with no questions asked. Urgent.
We arrive, I like it. It is similar to an old elaborate hotel, the kind of place that is anonymous with a certain freedom to it. We ascend the flights, I raise my skirt, hands slip between thighs.
Once in you ask me to remove my full length stockings that prevented entry earlier. I do, but leave the rest of my clothing on. I follow into the kitchen where you are pouring us a glass of wine. No sooner do we have our first sip when you begin to raise my skirt. My cunt is such an eager one, that your fingers easily get lost. You tweak my clit with one finger while filling me with the others. My hips rise into you, onto fingers, both of my legs off the floor wrapped around your body, fingers working deeper, rocking on your hand, while my arm strength holds my body up on the white tiled counter top, balancing, swaying, pushing my pussy further into your fingers grabbing them pulling them in. Bucking on your hand. “Does your pussy like that?” I moan may answer– “what do you think; does it feel like my pussy likes it?” My legs never touching the floor I can feel your cocks strength pressing into my thigh, as they enfold around your body.
Moving to the living room, I undress for you, skirt and top, fall to the floor. Standing there I gaze at my self in the mirror opposite the bed. It has been awhile since I looked at myself in such a large mirror. I like the way I look, not plastic, not perfect, soft, curves, belly, tits, round ass. This mirror makes me look good. I am wearing “take me” panties a bra, knowing that my mission was to fuck. They look vintage. Panties cut high on the thigh, sheer white with contrasting black diagonal stripes directed toward my cunt, accentuating my ass, a thick black band of lace around the top and legs, the bra matches with a simple black on black stripe, my tits look full ready to come out ready to be taken hold of, caressed, kissed, sucked, pulled, tugged, and bitten on.
Grabbing me from behind, in the mirror I can see your hands explore my body, it is hot and making me slightly week in the knees. We move to the couch. Your clothing has got to go. I want to feel skin, lips, chest, cock.
Naked. You sit back down as I lower myself between your knees and begin my love of cock. You’re smooth, groomed, sleek and rock solid. Our beat flows, my head bobs.
To the floor. I straddle your face, reverse cowgirl. Flow of cadence dribbles from between my thighs. I stroke and suck your dick, but mostly enjoy the ride.
You pull out the box from under your bed. Various condoms. By now I am so ready, like an animal. I think to myself, I sure hope this man knows what he is in for. I am worked, bent ready to fuck, not be fucked.
Seated on the couch I slide condom number one on. Slide in. I grind, deep. My cunt is more of an insatiable vortex than normal. My grind increases to a bucking. I swallow you and the condom.
Condom number two. I drop my lips around your throb get your sleek, slicked. I slide the thin film of protection on, turn so my ass is facing your view, then lower my pussy. I drive and lift, drive and lift. Balancing, my strong thighs utilizing all their yoga practice. With each rise I clinch and pull your dick up with me and squeeze as I go back down. My pussy is throbbing, but I am not ready to cum yet.
We move to the bed, the mirror. I sort of have forgotten about the mirror. You want me ride you, which I love. I tend to get over zealous in my lusty ways and have known to sex out my partners. It makes me feel like a wild slutress. I end up grinding your skinny ass into your bed. Abruptly you stop me, broken condom. What an animal.
We rest. Sex talk.
Condom number three. You are ready to take me. From behind you pull my ass up, and begin to plunge. I recall the mirror. “Are you watching us in the mirror?” I ask. “Of course.” We scoot back some so I too can watch our carnality in motion. Again I am mesmerized by the reflection of myself. It is as if, it is not me. My ass plundering into your cock looks so voluptuous, hot and
sexy. It is strange, I am having an out of body experience looking at my body fucking you, and it is not me, I don’t recognize this body, this bent, ass up, pleasured body. It is like porn only better, real, it’s me. Looking at myself fucking is making me want to cum–almost.
You reach around with one hand and grab my tits, giving them a firm slap, with your other hand slapping on my ass, all while still riding into my cunt, all for our viewing pleasure in your big mirror. It is a nice view. Both hands reach around to grasp hold of my full breasts as you pull me, meeting each thrust, I feel that loss of sense, whatever was left of me, of my mind, is now floating above the room, the sounds of our bodies slapping together mixed with my moans and pants of wantonness, drown out the music– the thoughts. I am filled, I cum, my pussy exudes around rigidness. I need a break. I collapse to the bed, you still on top of me. Loving me in this moment in time and space.
Condom number four. Time for rest is over, I want to make you cum, I want to cum again. I sit on you, your legs ontop of my, legs tangled, I gain a vast amount of energy, we become visceral together–are bodies, in measure, a violent thrusting concerto. I am pleased you let me fuck you like this, rough, angry, energetic. Again, my yoga pays off as my legs seem to be supporting both of us as you thrust up and I drive down. Fuck clash of body parts. I am clutching around your back pulling you into me, pounding at one another. You finally become vocal, growling, gasping at my ass. I seize tighter with limbs and with cunt. My body begins to seize, you take possession and fuck me, fuck me, fuck me. My legs buckling underneath us, as we both cum. We crumple, give way to the animals. My legs, body, pussy are shaking, my heart racing, drenched, your cock diminishing inside me. I lay there writhing in my elation, not able to stop my body from its internal trembling. Moments must pass before I reenter my body and become me again, before that agitation of mind and body settle.
You ask my name, I tell you something, a name I like that day. You ask for my phone number. I shrug, roll off, get dressed and slink away into San Francisco night. I wonder when will I become me again, or is this me.
originally published 3/10/09