the end of the begining
In bed we tumble– having to part now seems particularly difficult and cruel after spending so many days making you hard, watching you cum, you returning to me all the orgasms I could ask for and more. I didn’t know how to explain this to you, and maybe was too scared to try an attempt [...]
expect nothing
I tell patrons at the library to “expect nothing and you will find everything.” While this is advice I attempt to follow myself– particularly when it comes to sex and love– I think somewhere in my the back of my mind it’s not what I believe. I believe I will find love- and it will [...]
fuck love
It is hard to believe it has been a year– every morning, afternoon and evening still poses the same sadness and loss– and none of us are okay- we remain in a collective sadness, but– we remain. Joy slips in and we have to take those moments when we can- knowing the lows can only [...]
Detached & Analyzed
I had the weekend to analyze. I knew, even before he came I wasn’t going to be that into him– there were signs, comments, hints…but I was still willing to give it a go, to enjoy the weekend- or I should say, I was willing to enjoy his cock. We didn’t waste time– I was [...]
letting go
It’s possible I am scared, numbed, and a bit stuck– in this search for love and cock. I honestly still seem to be processing life’s recent events, even though they are not exactly recent any longer. I don’t feel as though I properly processed the death of my friend, because I don’t have the right [...]
eye to eye
I met a boy, a man. I want him to devour every last bit of me, his fingers and mouth to learn, understand and know from the core of this cunt that is me. Inside to out, until I am gone left in a puddle of my own tears and cum.
goals
What I really wanted was you to lick me for a long long time. That is what really what I want right now too. This Vixen is in serious need of long licks. I wanted you to get down there and stay. But it is just a fact- some men lick and stay and lick [...]
Effective Methods
Living stems from two branches. One branch is the people, the art, the words and poetry, and the love we live for. The other branch is the bullshit we must go through to enable us to live for the other–work, bureaucracy, the assholes, traffic–the bullshit. Well the bullshit side of my tree seems to be [...]
intent
drunken intent kissing blaze pinched tantalized blushed ride all night into sunrise burn constrained selectivity confined this core needs more splayed silken gloss drips notes fade stars fall muscle rise turgid lips licked to please i aim kneel fill feed use
tilting
Leaning back in the office chair my thighs spread open wide accommodating to your body as you kneel between me. It almost feels like you are examining my anatomy the way your fingers and tongue explore. Your licks cause me to swell, making my clit sharp, pronounced and electric. From this position–almost hovering over your [...]
