every bit
While I maintain I am still in search of the one (whatever the fuck that might be). The one who will love, care and not care what I do, the one who tolerate the sort of woman I am and all that bull shit that comes with me, and the one who will respect me, [...]
dark enough
I had a feeling, that feeling without thought making me turn around in an instant.There he was staring at my ass on the gym elliptical, my ponytail bouncing with each down step, my thighs showing their thickness in the tight workout pants, a small patch of sweat at the small of my back, and my [...]
public misbehavior
I was sitting outside looking up at the six floors of library space, the big windows facing out onto our Civic Center area. In the windows were patrons and students studying or daydreaming as they gaze to the street below filled with people, cars, tourist, drug dealers, homeless, the lonely… As I sat there I [...]
laundry
We always let each other be who we were, or at least who we thought we were at that time, what is a shame is neither of us could admit to who we were, or wanted to be, we were still hiding crucial parts of who we were. He still let me be who as [...]
The sweet and low down dirty dirties
Today I was writing a piece about porn and the sharing of porn with those you play with and love and realized I had never posted one of my favorites from wayback on the blogspot days. So– from February 18, 2009 a prelude to sharing porn. The sweet and low down dirty dirties We exit [...]
parked cars
Whenever I find myself fooling around in a car I create false memories of a time when I was the age one should have been fooling around in cars. Those years were lost on me sexually, but I believe my San Francisco years in cars, trucks, and boats have long since made up for my [...]
east bay
Driving over the Bay Bridge I could hear the phone beeping, I glanced briefly at the incoming email while maneuvering through traffic. It was my NYC man, I could see he was sending me porn links. I knew he was home in his lovely office chair stroking his cock, hoping to tempt me and join [...]
definitive culture
My weekend was certainly suitable of a wild wild west adventure. One of my closest friends and her fantastic husband never cease to show me a good time whenever I am in town and they are extremely tolerant of my wily ways. The three of us ended up on a mini road trip to the [...]
refuge
Fleeing the gawking, aroused and shocked stares of those who had just saw me getting fisted from across the pond to the sinews of Andy Goldsworthy’s wall, we ran like children who just heard the words “ready of not here I come,” we had to hide and quick. I felt innocent and wild, like he [...]
The lives of people in open windows going unseen.
The late day mix of sun and rain filtered through the open basement window onto our bed. I could see passerby’s but they would rarely take notice of us. The window was not at the vantage point of eye level, we would easily be missed. “get the camera” Wearing a tiny little black tank top [...]
