tinged hue
My tits are heavy today, they are always heavy, but when I am bleeding they are even heavier. I like to give them a little bounce with my palms and feel the weight fill my hands up as thy bounce up and down. The nipples covered in layers of fabric can still not be hidden, [...]
I Love to Watch
My day was fucked. Too long, too many crazed, addicted, frazzled, psychotic patrons, who think I want to adopt them. Life was heavy yesterday. My ass dragged through the door at around 10 PM. All I wanted to do was chill, but that was not possible. I am somehow leading not just a double life, [...]
this technological life
Major portions of our lives are spent in the virtual world of the glowing blue screen. I would say spend over half of my waking hours in front the screen and the rest combating the ramifications of technological overload. I absolutely love being connected to the circuitry of the world, to others. But I question [...]
in a mood
I’m in a mood. Last week I mentioned I have not been in the mood for porn lately, which is fine, but this girl cannot rely on personal fantasy forever–well I could if I had to, but I don’t have to. At around midnight last night I was sleepy, but I also wanted to cum–I [...]
drift
My porn watching goes in waves. Sometimes I will get wrapped up in it, but lately I have not used it all. It has been quite sometime even, but this doesn’t mean I stopped fucking myself. Lately I have been playing music and drifting away into thoughts of fucking certain men, it is not the [...]
existential pussy
Well, maybe yesterday’s post was a bit extreme, due to the response and wonderfully thoughtful emails I receipted. Thank you all. Yes, I do admit I am having a bit of a rough bout, perhaps mild depression, existential crisis, the good old fashion blues, is the sun ever gonna shine again doldrums–but, in absolutely no [...]
Round Two
Ok, after all my trouble with the law– and boy am I trouble, my randiness is finally returning. Thank goodness. Now just need to get back into the cock hunting mood and get some cock need fulfilled. Last night–ok all day yesterday, I was cock obsessed. I even missed my exit because I was thinking [...]
turn up the sound
For the first time in my long history as a city employee, SF’s budget crisis is bleeding into the library. We have been forced to take mandatory days off with no pay. We are on official furlough. Which, ya know, is good and bad. Yesterday’s day off allotted me some quality, overdue–kitty time. I caught [...]
gimme 11″
I want this sooooo bad. I love my other wand, I can only imagine the blasting soaking induced orgasm this one delivers. But really? $300? Ouch? Does it spoon me afterward?
snapshots
It has been that week were my body is in prime form. Ready to be fucked, now, later, again, and now. It is not because of a lack of cock, but for some reason, I just didn’t call on them. I am slightly perplexed? It seems I would rather stay home and fuck myself and [...]
