unexpectations
Technology how I love thee- and with love comes my hate for thee. I live in this two (three, four..) realmed world of computer life and real life– we all do– nothing big there. But in my search to explore my sexuality, computer technology has had a big impact. My longest sexiest relationship lately- has [...]
clip of the day
Sitting here all alone in the library with the sun filtering in– I all of sudden became consumed with the notion of wanting to cum. Consumed with wanting to be filled, and with wanting to make my clit bloom and grow. So I turned to a favorite stand by– in case someone comes in I [...]
fever
And all the cocks in a row…. I’ve had a weekend of cock fever. Saturday I went for a brief few hours to the Masturbate-A-Thon (strictly as a representative of the CSC). While masturbation is certainly a pleasure I partake in often– masturbating in front of a group of people is not something I would [...]
Happy Birthday Miles Davis
Last nights celebration has me very sleepy tonight– home, nearly stripped from the, tension relief necessary followed by hot bath and more tension relief. It is masturbation month and all…. Anyway today is Miles Birthday! All day long, in our library ways, we celebrated his music. It reminded me of my own love for such mandatory music. [...]
perfectly fuckable
I thought about you again, yes again. You did know I thought about you in the shower the other morning. You made me late for work ya know. But last night, it was late. Too late. I had been writing library stuff– expounding upon the virtues of collection development. For the past hour, though, I [...]
sunshine shower
My time ticking away, I sat there, the debate in my mind, I should masturbate–well that’s not the debate– should I watch porn then shower, which would cause me to be late, or should shower and masturbate. Debate over.Porn is easy–I can cum relatively quick. But the mind, the mental fantasy and image is a [...]
king of hearts
Those late night knocks– the ones that catch me when I am weak for love and cock. Love and cock, why must I continue to connect the two the things, this seems to be where my weakness lies. Stepping aside– an invitation. Our bodies awkward with the passing of time, but find each others solace [...]
antagonist daydreams
It’s been one of those weeks (more like three weeks) for me where I feel angry and hostile, yet utterly horny. I think it is just all of the life circumstance that has me feeling on the antagonistic side, but this emotion also prevents me from pursuing the cock I want in the flesh, as [...]
blue in green
It’s Miles Davis’s birthday today. Happy birthday. Much of my musical influence came from my Grandfather, we called him Pops. There was always music playing in my grandparents house. He loved jazz. Growing up he consistently took me to two places the dog track and Malt Shop Records — a jazz only record store in [...]
the days
I am going to have to do something about this pussy, I was a wet mess all day yesterday. The cunt always thinking first- wants, okay–needs, to be fucked. As a — see how wet I am — experiment I plunged my fingers deep inside of me. No stimulation needed, I was ready, and my [...]
