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  • Posts Tagged ‘libraries’

    Living the lives of others

    Wednesday, June 22nd, 2011

    You won’t find any nudity there, but yet — I have become obsessed with Instagram as a medium for snippets of this life. The “no nudity” policy, this is good and bad. Bad, because I love nudity– and good because it makes us get around the no nudity policy in creative ways– it seems to make us show a different aspect to living– a visual documentation of ones life. A life, many of us apparently have an innate need to share with others. It provides instant gratification and comes to feel technologically natural.  In my Instagram world, the ones I really follow give me more, they fill me with that feeling of wanting to know a different life than my own– visually. I track different people in different places– from the South, the East Coast, Las Vegas, Paris and, of course, my own San Francisco. These users create a geographical visual representation of art, life, current events, even life and death.

    Plus there is plethora of partially clad- tattooed, cinchered/corset, stocking and garter belt wearing women– with wild exhibitionist streaks running through them.

    Instagram has an immediacy and intimacy that allows the user a peek into a life not their own. The blog/photoblog/re-blog has many mutated phenomenon’s, but this one is deeply intriguing to me. Unlike TUMBLR that is overwrought with misappropriation, there is a uniqueness that sets it apart. I can really see what is in ones “camera for brain” mind, albeit the photos can be instantly “enhanced”, but the essence is still there.

    When one blogs, or re-blog– which is more the case– the essence of the creation is filtered, washed away– the creator often getting lost. With Instagram, used the way the app is intended, you cannot wash away the creator– the feed is live, it lives and we as users can live vicariously through these visual representations of others. Though, this will probably all change as more apps are designed to work with Instagram and as all good things will become sullied, but until then I love you Instagram.

    As with every social site, I control pretty closely who I choose to follow. I have a set group of people I follow everywhere– most of them San Franciscans– and there are those in the industries in which I deal– sex, art and libraries. In Instagram I follow my usual suspects, but have pleasantly expanded from that set, getting to see different sides of the world. It’s intimate, it’s real– the aura of intent remains and it is relatively pure, despite the ability to magically edit your image, it maintains that “in the now” realism.

    For me, I feel as though I have always been one of those people who see things in a different way– in sort of fragments that make the whole. Our mechanical eye has become a technological eye in which we frame and compose snippets of the lives we long to share. We are virtually bridging cultures. It is said that with the inception of reproduction we lose the aura of the original (Benjamin). With Instagram we see art meeting technological industry, on an extremely intimate level that I’ve rarely seen before.

    Curtis Joe Walker explains that there is an “incidental nature” to the photos one captures. To me this is one aspect that also creates an intimacy between users, we connect with commonality, the incidentals of living–  a meal, a cloud formation, our children. Walker describes these connections as having a “visual conversation” with people all over the world. Collin J. Rae who photographs much of his work using the iPhone, also sees it as connection to people. The images these artists choose to share are in real time, intimate, and immediate by design– connecting user visually, it’s modern day storytelling, told with images.

    Lastly, I am going to be watching closely how those in my industry utilize Instagram. Unfortunately, in the library world there is fear of change and bullshit bureaucracy to such social sites (don’t get me started), but art museums seem to recognize the value of the sort of connection that can be made utilizing social medias. The Brooklyn Museum is fantastic at manging their social sites and have embraced the immediacy of Instatgram. The curators at the Brooklyn Museum have been CT scanning mummified animals–birds, cats, reptiles– the unknown and through Instagram the museum has been showing us glimpses into this unknown as they too discover it.

    Why I love my Instagram community…

    1) We are a community day dreaming cloud watchers

    2) We eat good fucking food

    3) We drink good booze

    4) We often feel pants are unnecessary

    5) We have a need to share our lives

    6) We visually love our family and friends

    Favorites

    Linecook

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    cfritz

    CurtisWalker

    collinjrae

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    SophieKing

    godsgirl’s

    Omgedson

    Image by Paul Fetish

    image by Collin J. Ra

    Image from God's Girls

    fragments of a very bad day

    dirty librarian daytrip

    Monday, March 1st, 2010

    Near the back I shelve the non-fiction DVDs, the 300 section, the Social Sciences, everything ranging from Heavy Petting Lesbians to Cutthroat Gangster Killers (I’ll take one of each). From this vantage point I am able to survey whenever  someone comes into the room, just in case I want to be a slutilicious flirt.

    When you walk in I cannot help but spontaneously biting my lower lip, crinkle my nose, clinch my cunt, and my mind begins its perpetual wanderlust…hmmm he’s kind of cute, kind of disheveled, what’s up with that messy hair, wonder what section he is looking for, I wonder what he’s going to checkout, I wonder if he likes naughty French films, I wonder if he needs help, I wonder what his cock is like? Can I tell, can make the outline of his cock beneath his pants, Mmmm, I wonder what it taste like, smells like ? How hard can I make him? Does his pre-cum taste sweeter than his cum? How many times can I make him cum with my just lips, mouth and tongue? These thoughts orbit around like a smoke halo of questions swaying through my dirty little mind.

    My eyes follow you as you walk over to the row directly in front of where I am shelving, the biography section, strange, but perfect for me! From this view; I can look between the rows the space which separates.  Cock level. I grab the stack of material that belongs on the lower shelves and squat. Watching you there, flipping through the DVDs, in your somewhat loose fitting jeans. From this squatted position my pussy opens up and appears to be reading my mind again and begins her restless twitch and trickle.

    I start my gaze at your thighs and work my way up to the outline of your cock, which I can easily make out. There is nothing like a well packaged man, needing to be unpacked. I lick my lips– in a naughty library girl wants kind of way— pull inward on my kitty, spread my thighs wider and am even so bold as to bend further down to get a better look.

    When you catch me sneaking glances, I grow slightly flush a heat spread across my face, but you like this. You like the reddened cheeks of embarrassment. Your response is to slyly rub your hand across your cock and you sort of grabbing on, making the outline even more revealing to me.

    Inconspicuously stroking your  curve right at my eye level and everything else fades away. Hiking my skirt up so you can get a better view of my flesh thighs covered in black tights. I stare up and fix my eyes to yours, my glasses framed face looks up with cock want.  My curly mop top ready for your hand to roughly pull my mouth into you. To feel you rise behind your pants, to smell that scent of arousal. To unbuckle that buckle getting one step closer to my want, which is rapidly becoming a need.

    I have tripped, into that other space, where the my surrounding fragments and I in my own fiction, around me has faded and I am in my own short film with you, about to taste your cock. Waiting for your hand to drop to the back of my head, to feel your want guide me to where it needs to be.

    unmentionable

    Thursday, February 4th, 2010

    I have a handful of online male companions, whom I speak with, flirt with, cyber sex with, and pass my time at the reference desk with. It’s fun, relatively harmless sexy virtual activity. There are some I share pictures of my ass and other parts with, some I cum with via IM, and some who I have deep fulfilling conversations with–about, love, poetry, art, music, film and of course fucking. Well we all want to talk about fucking. It always comes back to the loins.

    My newest cohort has been naughty fun and not all just sexual, but we talk about life and the dailies of life. But, well– you know me, I always return to my wet kitty. Today I was waiting for an appointment, emailing via my blackberry, telling my invisible cyber man what I was wearing for the day. This always sets his mind to spin.

    Not long after receiving my email he responds back with an “assignment” for me.

    “Your assignment for the day is to get to work safely and on-time, but at 4:30, when I am leaving for the bus to go home and paint my office, you are to find a quiet place in the stacks, remove the undoubtedly cute panties, and slip them in to a book that is big enough to hide them, but one that will be checked out eventually, maybe not today, or this week, or even this month, but you will know that someday, someone will open up that book and a little bit of you will spill out….”

    Wednesday at the library is always mild, I don’t get there until late, work until closing and it is my supervisor’s day off, so the setting is relaxed. I email him back asking if there is any particular book he thinks I should put them in. Should it be science, art, automotive, or the obvious sex? He responds with the Dewey decimal call number of 391.42, now I know my Dewey’s and know this is sexual in nature just not exactly of what naturere. I decide not to look it up and be surprised, well actually at this time I was not even sure I would be going to go through with his antics, but I was excited by the idea. It runs through my mind that I could just tell him I did it, describe enough to get him excited and turned on. The thoughts linger on my way to work.

    Once there and I see just how mellow and slow the day was, I decide to go through with it. Once the decision was made, I began to get wet and excited; I could feel my freshly waxed pussy lips slick together with each step of friction the closer it got to 4:30. I am scheduled on the reference desk from 4-5, so around 4:20 I ask a co-worker to cover the desk for me, claiming I had to make an important phone call. Leaving the desk I stop into our small sorting room, door open to all who work there, yet still somewhat private, but anyone could walk in at any moment. I move away from the door and slip down my pale orange decorated sheer panties, slip them over one boot then the other. Once off, I see the small wet spot I have left in my excitement, bringing them to my nose I sniff. Nice sweet musk, mild and clean. Folding them neatly I slide them into my pocket, fix my skirt and head out the door with purpose.

    Choosing the public elevator, so that none of my co-workers will see me, I head to the third floor. Once the doors open I take the long way around avoiding the reference desks, checking out the cute library pages on the way, winding around to the 300 section—320, 350, 370, 380, 390, where sign is placed “the 390 are shelved on the 4th floor.”

    D’oh! how ridiculous, back to the elevators. The fourth floor is far trickier, Art and Music, I am up here all the time, plus my department was relocated here for a short time. I know everybody, I am almost sure to run into someone who knows me. Performing the same maneuver as on the third floor, around the back, I avoid the reference desk, winding my way to the appropriate section, my pussy wet with eagerness and freedom. I get to the section having only run into a few new staff member who do not know me, but I would sure like to get to know them.

    390’s, 391.40, 391.42, found it! All the way at the bottom, I squat, my thighs spread apart, my lips open, unbound—the scent of excitement is easily detected. There are only two books though, the rest, undoubtedly, kept in the reference section as theft prevention, I choose 391.4209 A Brief History of Unmentionable. Rising, I turn and place the book on the shelf behind me out of view of passerby’s, as I flip through the history of panties. Choosing an appropriate page, holding it open I pull my panties from my pocket, dropping them between the pages, refolding them so they are contained within the boundaries of the book, and then I close the unmentionables. Once, it is hardly detectable that there is a sheer lace obstruction between the pages. It’s perfect. Squatting back down I re-shelf the book in it’s appropriate place, admire my completed assignment, spread my thighs a little, bounce back up, and head to the elevators, wetter than before. Back to my department, back to the shelving, back to the patrons, and back to the reference desk with my naughty little secret and my bare ass under my skirt.

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