Entanglement
I really wasn’t expecting anything other than dinner with a long time email correspondant from the East Coast. I knew we had a lot in common– music, film, art..sex- but I have those things in a common with a lot of people. That flutter of anticipation filled us, almost like children, we nearly ran to [...]
Deleted and Dejected
Oh sweet rejection how I’ve missed you so. One thing about just not playing the game is one doesn’t have to suffer from the rejection. One of these days I am just gonna stop caring about getting laid, about falling in love, about all of it. My long weekend ended already and not with a [...]
fill
It had been months since we’ve been able to connect, to escape, but it was finally here– two days off in the middle of work week. Two days of absolutely nothing and I mean nothing- no connections- no Internet, no cell phone- no other women, no other men- just the two of us. And I [...]
the devil and the deep blue sea
The knock came late with an urgency that scared me from my stoned out slumber. “Who is it?” Nothing, no response. I knew who it was. I could hear his nervous hands fumbling with the screen door. Almost simultaneously his fingers clasped the doorknob as I twisted the lock to open pushing the door open, [...]
make the evening last
Really–it is more just a prolonging of the night– a longing I never want to end. I don’t want you to cum, that is my cum and I am not ready for it yet. My interest lies in keeping you in a state of want– cock rock hard and ready one moment , to [...]
so it goes
There is this man, who I seem to be inexorably linked to, like sleep to dreams. It is this connection that has made the sex, what sex is supposed to be–electric, connected, hot, and surprising. Sex is easy, it is finding this connection that is difficult–this connection that makes sex true–that gives me that feeling [...]
Effective Methods
Living stems from two branches. One branch is the people, the art, the words and poetry, and the love we live for. The other branch is the bullshit we must go through to enable us to live for the other–work, bureaucracy, the assholes, traffic–the bullshit. Well the bullshit side of my tree seems to be [...]
day becomes night
The evening was so simple and came with an ease—it was as though we knew each other for a thousand years. We took a long walk through the city holding hands–I told you about my incredible shitty day and you made it all seem laughable, small and insignificant. Standing in front of my door like awkward kids [...]
seasonal freedom
Whew…. It has been two solid weeks of hectic non-stop career building–but I am done until 2011! I have barely even noticed we are deep into the Holiday Season, if it wasn’t for the parade of drunks wearing Santa hats at the Library I may have never noticed. Santa Baby–bring me some cock NOW! I [...]
willingness
He surprised me, his voice startled me, the splintering sounds of want gripped in fear. He met me at my place. I made him wait while I showered the library away. The water extra hot turned my skin pink. I wanted to stay in there forever, not knowing what I wanted to say to him. [...]
